Getting Ready...

Our new addition, Penelope, (also known as Penny), should be coming quite soon. I am just starting to nest and Dan and I are both very excited about the new addition to our family.

So many people ask me if I am worried about her birth or the process. Since I have never done this before, I am unsure what to fear. I know that there will be pain but to fear it before feeling it is a new step for me. I am very grateful for my recovery. My hope is that through the birthing process I will use my steps. I have a feeling that I will be in a place of powerlessness!

Her room is finally finished and we truly love it. We wanted to do a jungle theme but ended up with butterflies instead. We like it even more. I have a feeling this suits her so much better. I think that we have all we need. I know people have had babies with much less. God has provided so much for us. I have never felt so spoiled in God's love and blessings. Just need to remind myself not to be rotten!

I have loved being pregnant. The way it feels is truly a blessing. I am only eager to have her come because I want to see what she looks like. From the ultrasounds, she seems to have Dan's nose, juicy lips, hair and big feet. I think when she come out, I may hold her and never let her go. Such a miracle. It is overwhelming.

The one thing I am most excited about is Penny meeting her Dad. She has no idea how much she is going to laugh and smile with him. Well, she might already have a good idea. He is so excited. I know he will be an excellent Dad!

Well, back to the waiting game. I think I may take a couple long walks. You never know...